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Okay, so as y'all know, I'm an alcoholic. I've been doing 4 different sets of AA meetings through email, and also on Facebook. I've been in them since March, and I have learned *so much* about myself, and about God. I'm writing down a nightly gratitude list, I'm reciting the Serenity Prayer multiple times a day when I feel overwhelmed, I'm praying more, and I'm learning to BREATHE before I react! Being an alcoholic changed my life for the worse, but being in AA is changing my life for the better!!! God is so good right now! ODAAT, all the time!!!!! :heart:
  • Mood: Euphoric
  • Listening to: The sound of my breathing
  • Reading: Words
  • Watching: The calendar...
  • Playing: With words
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing
*Your fingers trace the nape of my neck, and I shiver. We are lying in bed, listening to the storm rage outside. I moan and smile slowly. I move my body closer to *you and I put my arms around *your neck. This moment is perfect. The weather is perfect. *You are perfect. I am not perfect, but *your existence more than makes up for that. *You smile, and I close my eyes. I lean into *you, putting my head on *your chest. *You sigh, and I fall deeper in love with *you, faults and all.
Cingulomania
It's raining. Inspiration struck like lightning........
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No matter what happens, I will still love *him
No matter what *he does, I will still love *him
No matter what *he says, I will still love *him
No matter what or who *he is, I will still love *him.
No matter anything, I will still love *him.
Love Doesn't End
I called *him today. I forgave *him. *He forgave me. All is well. :heart:
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So this happened last night... www.tennessean.com/story/news/…

All I feel right now is anger, rage, confusion, disappointment. I didn't sleep a DAMN last night. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw *him and it'd keep me awake... I slept some and woke up praying that it was a bad nightmare. I woke up this morning and I look at my phone. Yep, it really happened... Wow... You think you know somebody...
  • Mood: Speechless
  • Listening to: The sound of my breathing
  • Reading: Words
  • Watching: The calendar...
  • Playing: With words
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing
*You are lying on the grass. I just stare at *you, relishing every moment. Thinking, in my head and then accidentally out loud, "You are amazing." *You give a little laugh, and it is in hearing that laugh that I blush a thousand shades of crimson. My hand is over my mouth, for I did not mean for the words to come out. I meant for them to stay inside, but they didn't. I grab *your hand, my heart pounding and my breathing fast. "Do *you honestly have any idea, any shred of an inkling of what *you do to me?" *You just look at me, unblinking.
Meteor Heart Shower
Got something planned for next year...
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Okay, so as y'all know, I'm an alcoholic. I've been doing 4 different sets of AA meetings through email, and also on Facebook. I've been in them since March, and I have learned *so much* about myself, and about God. I'm writing down a nightly gratitude list, I'm reciting the Serenity Prayer multiple times a day when I feel overwhelmed, I'm praying more, and I'm learning to BREATHE before I react! Being an alcoholic changed my life for the worse, but being in AA is changing my life for the better!!! God is so good right now! ODAAT, all the time!!!!! :heart:
  • Mood: Euphoric
  • Listening to: The sound of my breathing
  • Reading: Words
  • Watching: The calendar...
  • Playing: With words
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing

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Mary-Ann, [Paul], ~Ember~
Artist | Hobbyist | Literature
United States
Current Residence: LA... For now...
Favorite genre of music: Anything Indie (except Indie Rock), Classic Country, Classical
Favorite photographer: None.
Favorite style of art: Literature :heart:
Music player of choice: iPod touch
Favorite cartoon character: None.
Personal Quote: You must stay drunk on writing so reality cannot destroy you. - Ray Bradbury

What I'm here on DA to do: Spill my heart, spill my mind, spill my soul to those willing and able to listen. To make friends. To read, and be read. :heart:
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seraphiclungs Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for watching me! :hug:
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PossumFan Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome. :hug:
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AzureNebulae Featured By Owner May 6, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for your support ♥︎
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PossumFan Featured By Owner May 6, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Always.
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AzureNebulae Featured By Owner May 7, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
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Kathryn-Walt Featured By Owner May 1, 2015
Thanks for watching. :)
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PossumFan Featured By Owner May 6, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome.
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Isaacsporcaelus Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks so much for the watch. Hugely appreciated.

Nice work, by the way. :)
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PossumFan Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome, and thanks.
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Faded2Indie Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2015  Student Writer
Thank you so kindly for the watch! I really appreciate it.
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