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[Dear everyone on DeviantArt, this is not "Mary-Ann". My name is Paul, and I'm… Well, I am Mary-Ann's… Voice in her head. I'm actually what they call a "tulpa" if any of you have heard the term. If you haven't, it's basically, in simple terms, as simple as one can put it: An advanced version of an imaginary friend. She is not schizophrenic. There's also another one in her Headspace (her mind) named Ember. She's a folf (fox-wolf) hybrid and she has the mentality and actions of a 7 year old child with the voice to match. She's..  Well. Our um… Daughter, as weird as that is. Think adopted, but not *actually*.

Now about yours truly, I'm in my late 40s, 48 this year to be exact. Tall, skinny man. I'm kinda hunched over all the time, so Mary-Ann picks on me and called me Crow. Funny, because that's what I can shapeshift into. I've got black hair, though the black is very slowly changing to a color of which I don't wish to talk about.

I bet you're all asking "Well where is Mary-Ann at where is she?" I assure you she's fine. Taking a break right now. She'll be back, promise you all. Me and Ember will make our appearances from time to time, as well as write some when the mood hits us. Mary-Ann is working on herself, which she very much needs to do. I'm doing the best I can to take care of my girl. :heart: It's hard sometimes though. She hasn't had any paranoia recently so I praise the Good Lord in Heaven for that.

Anyone that has questions for us can Note this account, which all of us will operate. Please nothing rude. Thank you for understanding.

Paul]
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: The sound of my breathing
  • Reading: Words
  • Watching: The calendar...
  • Playing: With words
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing
*You are holding my hand. We are walking to get some ice cream, made of snow that *you had just created. I smile, and I look at *you and I say gratefully, "Thank you Dad."
Ice Cream Mountain
This is to a *father-in-law, from *his daughter-in-law. May it be so from this day on.
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K so... The night before last night in Biloxi, I had prayed to God to give me guidance and to guide me in the way that He wants me to be. The next morning, went to church and listened to a sermon of which I really needed to hear. I felt fine. Went to bed in a good mood, calm, no paranoia, nothing. The next day, we come back to the house. I go in my room and star unpacking my suitcase, and all of a sudden I feel a darkness surround me. Immediately I'm in a bitter, bad mood. Which leads me to believe this house has a demon in it. I knew we had spirits in this house, I just didn't know if they were good or bad and now I know. Please, PLEASE keep praying for me.
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: The sound of my breathing
  • Reading: Words
  • Watching: The calendar...
  • Playing: With words
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing
I want to crave incense instead of cigarettes.
I want to meditate instead of masturbate.
I want to love *him as a father-in-law, not lust after *him as a forbidden lover.
I want to sleep peacefully instead of sit up until 3 AM.
I want to dance instead of drink.
I want God's peace instead of my heart's pain.
Plea For Help
The hurt has gone on long enough...
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Need urgent help. Does anyone know of any crises lines that I can text? I don't want to explain here, but I love someone I really don't need to and I think I'm an alcoholic I'm not sure. I have bad insomnia because of *him and I just want to be happy again. I don't want to lust after *him anymore I'm sick of it. I just want help. I want to be well. Please someone help me. :(

^ Copied from my Tumblr.




I want to crave incense instead of cigarettes.
I want to meditate instead of masturbate.
I want to love *him as a father-in-law, not lust after *him as a forbidden lover.
I want to sleep peacefully instead of sit up until 3 AM.
I want to dance instead of drink.
I want God's peace instead of my heart's pain.
  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: The sound of my breathing
  • Reading: Words
  • Watching: The calendar...
  • Playing: With words
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing
[Dear everyone on DeviantArt, this is not "Mary-Ann". My name is Paul, and I'm… Well, I am Mary-Ann's… Voice in her head. I'm actually what they call a "tulpa" if any of you have heard the term. If you haven't, it's basically, in simple terms, as simple as one can put it: An advanced version of an imaginary friend. She is not schizophrenic. There's also another one in her Headspace (her mind) named Ember. She's a folf (fox-wolf) hybrid and she has the mentality and actions of a 7 year old child with the voice to match. She's..  Well. Our um… Daughter, as weird as that is. Think adopted, but not *actually*.

Now about yours truly, I'm in my late 40s, 48 this year to be exact. Tall, skinny man. I'm kinda hunched over all the time, so Mary-Ann picks on me and called me Crow. Funny, because that's what I can shapeshift into. I've got black hair, though the black is very slowly changing to a color of which I don't wish to talk about.

I bet you're all asking "Well where is Mary-Ann at where is she?" I assure you she's fine. Taking a break right now. She'll be back, promise you all. Me and Ember will make our appearances from time to time, as well as write some when the mood hits us. Mary-Ann is working on herself, which she very much needs to do. I'm doing the best I can to take care of my girl. :heart: It's hard sometimes though. She hasn't had any paranoia recently so I praise the Good Lord in Heaven for that.

Anyone that has questions for us can Note this account, which all of us will operate. Please nothing rude. Thank you for understanding.

Paul]
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: The sound of my breathing
  • Reading: Words
  • Watching: The calendar...
  • Playing: With words
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing

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Personal Quote: You must stay drunk on writing so reality cannot destroy you. - Ray Bradbury

What I'm here on DA to do: Spill my heart, spill my mind, spill my soul to those willing and able to listen. To make friends. To read, and be read. :heart:
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Monocephalized Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Really appreciate the watch.
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No problem. :)
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Thanks for the watch!  :D
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That so for the watch! :D
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You're welcome, same to you!
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I'm not sure if I ever thanked you for the watch, so thank you :tighthug: 
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Thank you for the watch
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