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I love *you. I love *you. I love *you. Will that put me in *your arms. Sadly, no. I have a bit of wine in me but baby let's not waste our sweet time. Only have 24 hours. I could have told *you so much sooner. Should have. I crave *you. Every night, I want *your arms around my body. Staring into *your eyes like my God will the moon ever shine again because the sun always shine in *your eyes. It's all I can see. So, I love *you.

I hope to *GOD* I don't implode one of these days, because some nights

*you're
just
too
much for my mind to bear.
Longing Ever Still
I FUCKING MISS *HIM!!!!!!!!!!
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Okay, so as y'all know, I'm an alcoholic. I've been doing 4 different sets of AA meetings through email, and also on Facebook. I've been in them since March, and I have learned *so much* about myself, and about God. I'm writing down a nightly gratitude list, I'm reciting the Serenity Prayer multiple times a day when I feel overwhelmed, I'm praying more, and I'm learning to BREATHE before I react! Being an alcoholic changed my life for the worse, but being in AA is changing my life for the better!!! God is so good right now! ODAAT, all the time!!!!! :heart:
  • Mood: Euphoric
  • Listening to: The sound of my breathing
  • Reading: Words
  • Watching: The calendar...
  • Playing: With words
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing
*Your fingers trace the nape of my neck, and I shiver. We are lying in bed, listening to the storm rage outside. I moan and smile slowly. I move my body closer to *you and I put my arms around *your neck. This moment is perfect. The weather is perfect. *You are perfect. I am not perfect, but *your existence more than makes up for that. *You smile, and I close my eyes. I lean into *you, putting my head on *your chest. *You sigh, and I fall deeper in love with *you, faults and all.
Cingulomania
It's raining. Inspiration struck like lightning........
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No matter what happens, I will still love *him
No matter what *he does, I will still love *him
No matter what *he says, I will still love *him
No matter what or who *he is, I will still love *him.
No matter anything, I will still love *him.
Love Doesn't End
I called *him today. I forgave *him. *He forgave me. All is well. :heart:
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So this happened last night... www.tennessean.com/story/news/…

All I feel right now is anger, rage, confusion, disappointment. I didn't sleep a DAMN last night. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw *him and it'd keep me awake... I slept some and woke up praying that it was a bad nightmare. I woke up this morning and I look at my phone. Yep, it really happened... Wow... You think you know somebody...
  • Mood: Speechless
  • Listening to: The sound of my breathing
  • Reading: Words
  • Watching: The calendar...
  • Playing: With words
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing
Okay, so as y'all know, I'm an alcoholic. I've been doing 4 different sets of AA meetings through email, and also on Facebook. I've been in them since March, and I have learned *so much* about myself, and about God. I'm writing down a nightly gratitude list, I'm reciting the Serenity Prayer multiple times a day when I feel overwhelmed, I'm praying more, and I'm learning to BREATHE before I react! Being an alcoholic changed my life for the worse, but being in AA is changing my life for the better!!! God is so good right now! ODAAT, all the time!!!!! :heart:
  • Mood: Euphoric
  • Listening to: The sound of my breathing
  • Reading: Words
  • Watching: The calendar...
  • Playing: With words
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing

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Mary-Ann, [Paul], ~Ember~
Artist | Hobbyist | Literature
United States
Current Residence: LA... For now...
Favorite genre of music: Anything Indie (except Indie Rock), Classic Country, Classical
Favorite photographer: None.
Favorite style of art: Literature :heart:
Music player of choice: iPod touch
Favorite cartoon character: None.
Personal Quote: You must stay drunk on writing so reality cannot destroy you. - Ray Bradbury

What I'm here on DA to do: Spill my heart, spill my mind, spill my soul to those willing and able to listen. To make friends. To read, and be read. :heart:
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bedlamfornow Featured By Owner 5 days ago   Writer
Thank you very much for the watch. :heart:
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cerealnovels Featured By Owner 6 days ago
Thanks for the watch :)
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SoundlessWhispers Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you kindly for the Watch! :rose:
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Clevina Featured By Owner 6 days ago   Writer
Thanks for the watch!
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seraphiclungs Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for watching me! :hug:
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PossumFan Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome. :hug:
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AzureNebulae Featured By Owner May 6, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for your support ♥︎
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PossumFan Featured By Owner May 6, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Always.
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AzureNebulae Featured By Owner May 7, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
c:
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Kathryn-Walt Featured By Owner May 1, 2015
Thanks for watching. :)
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