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K so... The night before last night in Biloxi, I had prayed to God to give me guidance and to guide me in the way that He wants me to be. The next morning, went to church and listened to a sermon of which I really needed to hear. I felt fine. Went to bed in a good mood, calm, no paranoia, nothing. The next day, we come back to the house. I go in my room and star unpacking my suitcase, and all of a sudden I feel a darkness surround me. Immediately I'm in a bitter, bad mood. Which leads me to believe this house has a demon in it. I knew we had spirits in this house, I just didn't know if they were good or bad and now I know. Please, PLEASE keep praying for me.
Mega lazy entry
Got a paying job in May after I started volunteering in April, yay! <3
Still meh a lot of times, musicals still help. As well as work.
Still crushing on same human. He sort of reciprocates it. Maybe this will turn into something, if ~he wants it to? Cuz I know I do. ;)
2016 UPDATE
2016 update
Okay so I have not written. At all. I want to… Cuz I've found reason to. I'm just. Yeah. So I'm going to recap. In January Sonny off'd himself. I… For better or worse, could not handle it. In any way, at all. February was a big blur. Boyfriend broke up with me. Said he "just thought of me as a friend from the beginning" well my God bastard say that AFTER you ASK ME TO MARRY YOU!!!! Throughout that time, my spiritual sense was heightened. I could feel Sonny's energy. Every time I wanted to cut myself I would feel a hand on my arm or hand and I would hear his voice saying "Don't. You don't want to do this, don't need to
Night 6 And 7
6. I can't remember this night, lol. I think I slept okay.
7. Woke up at 7:40.
I went back to sleep soon after.
Did some reading today. Gonna try to get finished with it tomorrow. :)
Night 5
Sleep came easily last night.
Had guitar lessons today.
They went very good.
Seems like Sonny is going to be cremated.
Odd, but, his choice and not mine lol.
Whatever makes him happy. :]
Boyfriend is doing a lot better today, as well.
So glad we're in each others' lives. :heart:
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I will definitely be praying. 
in regards to your last journal entry, have you considered looking for support groups in your area? I know AA has chapters across the country and there are probably plenty of other kinds of groups in your area as well. also, could you talk to your pastor or an older member of your church about the problems you're facing? acknowledging that there is a problem is the first step to getting help, so I'm proud of you for taking that important step.
in regards to your last journal entry, have you considered looking for support groups in your area? I know AA has chapters across the country and there are probably plenty of other kinds of groups in your area as well. also, could you talk to your pastor or an older member of your church about the problems you're facing? acknowledging that there is a problem is the first step to getting help, so I'm proud of you for taking that important step.