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I was watching a video of a girl I subbed to on YouTube, and I just found out that she poledances. She's not a stripper. She does it for exercise and fitness. Not for money. Until I saw her, I thought all pole dancers were strippers. Not anymore. Sooooo… I'm kind of maybe interested in taking it up and trying it out. Couldn't hurt nothin'! I told Alex and he said "Hell no hell hell hell no". Lol. To each his own. 
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Mega lazy entry
Got a paying job in May after I started volunteering in April, yay! <3
Still meh a lot of times, musicals still help. As well as work.
Still crushing on same human. He sort of reciprocates it. Maybe this will turn into something, if ~he wants it to? Cuz I know I do. ;)
2016 UPDATE
2016 update
Okay so I have not written. At all. I want to… Cuz I've found reason to. I'm just. Yeah. So I'm going to recap. In January Sonny off'd himself. I… For better or worse, could not handle it. In any way, at all. February was a big blur. Boyfriend broke up with me. Said he "just thought of me as a friend from the beginning" well my God bastard say that AFTER you ASK ME TO MARRY YOU!!!! Throughout that time, my spiritual sense was heightened. I could feel Sonny's energy. Every time I wanted to cut myself I would feel a hand on my arm or hand and I would hear his voice saying "Don't. You don't want to do this, don't need to
Night 6 And 7
6. I can't remember this night, lol. I think I slept okay.
7. Woke up at 7:40.
I went back to sleep soon after.
Did some reading today. Gonna try to get finished with it tomorrow. :)
Night 5
Sleep came easily last night.
Had guitar lessons today.
They went very good.
Seems like Sonny is going to be cremated.
Odd, but, his choice and not mine lol.
Whatever makes him happy. :]
Boyfriend is doing a lot better today, as well.
So glad we're in each others' lives. :heart:
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my mom and sister have actually taken up lessons and I'd join them if I wasn't out of state for school but just show him the competition stuff so that he can see that it has a sport following just like gymnastics except in a vertical pole