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A Demonic Addiction

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It's hard living with a demon in your mind. Even harder when you've known something wasn't right about you, but you couldn't put your finger on it until now. Until he grabs your soul and doesn't let go. Until he makes you collapse on your bedroom floor trying to calm him and yourself down because he's too coked up on porn and making you stick your nasty sinner fingers in yourself to give him what he wants. He doesn't stop there, oh no. Auditory and visual hallucinations almost make his night. What completes it is having you scared out of your mind. Enough to, for that night, think you are honestly going insane. Nobody wants that, wants a demonic companion in their head telling you to look up disgusting ugly filthy degrading things and pleasuring yourself every. Single. Night. When you try to stop he whispers in your ear that you need it. You crave it. You. Are an addict. An addict that the demon in your head loves to fuck with. Loves to scream at you that you're a whore because you do these things that you shouldn't do. That society shuns and hides from. The demon doesn't care. He cares about one thing: Your agony.
I have been very hesitant about putting my story up on DA. This is something very real that I struggle with nightly. It's not fun. At all. I cry because I just want The Thing gone. Problem is he's been there (unknowingly) for so long that I don't know if I could function without him. I'm sick of feeding him. Sick of feeding the porn-hungry demon in my head. I'm tired. It hurts.
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Iskaeldt's avatar
You can deal with your demons and use them for yourself. But it looks like you turning to the other way.
In anycase - I like your prose.
Keep it up