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I... Really have no idea how to begin... Umm... Sonny Louvin killed himself at 8 AM this morning... Alex just texted me a few minutes ago... I have no emotions. At all. All I want to do is sleep.
Mega lazy entry
Got a paying job in May after I started volunteering in April, yay! <3
Still meh a lot of times, musicals still help. As well as work.
Still crushing on same human. He sort of reciprocates it. Maybe this will turn into something, if ~he wants it to? Cuz I know I do. ;)
2016 UPDATE
2016 update
Okay so I have not written. At all. I want to… Cuz I've found reason to. I'm just. Yeah. So I'm going to recap. In January Sonny off'd himself. I… For better or worse, could not handle it. In any way, at all. February was a big blur. Boyfriend broke up with me. Said he "just thought of me as a friend from the beginning" well my God bastard say that AFTER you ASK ME TO MARRY YOU!!!! Throughout that time, my spiritual sense was heightened. I could feel Sonny's energy. Every time I wanted to cut myself I would feel a hand on my arm or hand and I would hear his voice saying "Don't. You don't want to do this, don't need to
Night 6 And 7
6. I can't remember this night, lol. I think I slept okay.
7. Woke up at 7:40.
I went back to sleep soon after.
Did some reading today. Gonna try to get finished with it tomorrow. :)
Night 5
Sleep came easily last night.
Had guitar lessons today.
They went very good.
Seems like Sonny is going to be cremated.
Odd, but, his choice and not mine lol.
Whatever makes him happy. :]
Boyfriend is doing a lot better today, as well.
So glad we're in each others' lives. :heart:
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